long ago!

This was never suppose to come to this! I swore I would attempt to be a better blogger. But I wasn't. And now here I'm restarting where I left off.


Life is busy in the summer for us. And I wouldn't want it any other way. I love having my daughter home! And my husband is home more since he finally has been taking some vacation time. Joshua is getting so big and such a little character. 


When I left last my grandma had passed away. Hardest thing I have had to go through in a long while. And still every day I think about her. We remember her. She comes up in a song, I think of her when I smell something that reminds me of her. For instance I made cucumbers and vinegar the other day. I make them every year. And every year I call grandma to ask her how she makes the creamy cucumbers. She always made them the best. This year I had to remember on my own. Or when I was at my grandparents having dinner with my grandpa she comes up. And he says with tears in his eyes, "she's gone Kell, grandma left me". It is the most saddest thing to see your grandpa cry. And then of course I cry and try to console him best you can.